As you can all see, I've gained some weight back, not just some...ok...it's been more than I would like to admit. This journey has been long and HARD!!!! So, from April-July, I had stopped working out, and my diet pretty much went out the window! I was enjoying my fried foods entirely too much. I wish I hadn't enjoyed them as much as I did. In the middle of July, I tried to start over. I began with Detox and started actually working out at the gym. (I HATE going to the gym, but it was free, so hey...) Well, as I was doing that, I noticed I wasn't really losing much weight. I was gaining muscle, but not losing weight, which is NOT what I needed. Then, in August, I moved. Moved to a whole new state, and I became lazy. I usually have to work at 4:30 in the morning, so when I get off, I am hungry and sleepy. So, I eat...and sleep. NOT GOOD! I didn't really realize the routine I had started, until I stepped on the scale last week. I cried...I really did. I had set myself BACK, too far back. I talked to my mom today, and she said "You don't want all of your hard work to be in vain..." and she was absolutely right! I had worked so hard to get where I was, and to just revert back to my old self was stupid.
So, tomorrow, I am completely starting over. I HAVE to. I want to be healthy, and I've gotten slightly out of shape. So, I've set a goal for myself. I want to lose at least 15-20 pounds, by January 7th. That is when I first began my diet, and that's where my goal is. This time, I WILL stick to it. I am going to get there, God Willing...Pray for me guys...
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